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Salutations wonderful individuals. Excuse me for the extremely random post. I go by JayT. Feel free to ask any questions.
Today, I posted a picture of my work area in my room. Let me tell you the real story; this is where I shut myself in. This place in my room is heaven and hell. I am consumed in my work and I forget to relax. I begin to lose sleep, I stop eating and I drown myself here. Once I leave that cubicle, I am in the world and facing reality without tangibility. At my corner of heaven and hell; all my problems and work are tangible. I am slowly being sucked into this space. It’s only been the second week of school. This? This is how I cope with no poisons. It’s great that I am a hard working student but I am soon forgetting what it’s like to feel and go out of the house without school being the incentive. I am drowning here. I am being consumed and I am found but yet lost in this cubicle. Yes, I made it seem I was efficient and a great student; however, my eyes are straining and becoming dry because escaping the reality I can’t see or touch, is like a drug.

Today, I posted a picture of my work area in my room. Let me tell you the real story; this is where I shut myself in. This place in my room is heaven and hell. I am consumed in my work and I forget to relax. I begin to lose sleep, I stop eating and I drown myself here. Once I leave that cubicle, I am in the world and facing reality without tangibility. At my corner of heaven and hell; all my problems and work are tangible. I am slowly being sucked into this space. It’s only been the second week of school. This? This is how I cope with no poisons. It’s great that I am a hard working student but I am soon forgetting what it’s like to feel and go out of the house without school being the incentive. I am drowning here. I am being consumed and I am found but yet lost in this cubicle. Yes, I made it seem I was efficient and a great student; however, my eyes are straining and becoming dry because escaping the reality I can’t see or touch, is like a drug.

Everything is just so fucked now.

aggressivelytwerkinganderson:

sangsterman:

voguebarakat:

twoblokesandafuckloadofcutlery:

So I accidentally started playing 25 different pop punk songs in 25 different tabs.
Beautiful mistake.

MY ABSOLUTE NEW FAVOURITE POST. JESUS CHRIST. YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW. ALL OF THIS. 

How the fuck do you do this on accident.

HOW THE FUCK DO YOU OPEN TWENTY FIVE SONGS BY MISTAKE

robinnnnnnnnnnn:

screwsociety:

lame-waves:

i guess i recorded an ice bucket challenge today after i got my wisdom teeth out ??

"I’M BLEEDING….. that’s okay i can still do it"

❝I’m in love with your voice
I’m in love with your personality
I’m in love with your face
I’m in love with your smile
I’m in love with your lips
I’m in love with your nose
I’m in love with your eyes
I’m in love with your freckles
I’m in love with your cheeks
I’m in love with your teeth
I’m in love with your tongue
I’m in love with your eyebrows
I’m in love with your hair
I’m in love with each individual eyelash
I’m in love with your body
I’m in love with your legs
I’m in love with your feet
I’m in love with your thighs
I’m in love with your waist
I’m in love with your back
I’m in love with your hips
I’m in love with your spine
I’m in love with your ribs
I’m in love with your chest
I’m in love with the veins in your neck
I’m in love with the marks on your skin
I’m in love with your birthmark
I’m in love with the way you sing to me
I’m in love with the way you bite your lip
I’m in love with your cute bum
I’m in love with how you make me laugh
I’m in love with your skin
I’m in love with your bones
I’m in love with the way you smell
I’m in love with the way you look at me
I’m in love with your laugh
I’m in love with your dorky quirks
I’m in love with the twilight in your eyes
I’m in love with the moonlight against your skin
But most of all
I’m in love with you.❞

40 things I love about you (via everythingyoulovetoohate)

asleepinachapel

(via staysay-says-so)

Since school is started…

I’m giving up Tumblr just a little bit. Slowly, but surely. I’ve hit a big rock in my path. I want to focus on my school and keeping my mind off things. Thank you my lovely followers.

alittlesleepyhead:

I went to the book store and this was hidden in one of my books!

alittlesleepyhead:

I went to the book store and this was hidden in one of my books!

Zodiac Expressions of Rage ♈ Aries:Violent outbursts, verbal aggression (at times physical), wall punching, volatile impulsivity, confrontation, temper tantrums, complete ego centrism, impatience, nerves, hyperactivity, Aries will calm down the quickest after rage
♉ Taurus:Confrontational, aggressive (verbally), expect a tongue lashing, overwhelming feelings of rage, anxiety, temper tantrums, vindictive thoughts and compulsive/indulgent behaviour (cleaning/over eating). Taurus will take the longest to calm down from rage
♊ Gemini:Violent and volatile outbursts, physical tantrums - such as kicking in a door or screaming blue murder, followed then complete dissociation/sense of calm and amnesia, nerves and anxiety, racing thoughts, hyperactivity, expect the dual 'twin' to emerge, confusion
♋ Cancer:Verbal outbursts, trembling, shaking, tears, anxiety, ruminating thoughts, stomach pain and digestive discomfort, sweating, can find it hard to express words, isolation
♌ Leo:Temperamental outbursts, theatrics, dramatic displays of emotions - sobbing, screaming, hysteria, hostile, confrontational, firm and hurtful language, challenging
♍ Virgo:Tremors/shaking, racing thoughts, increased compulsions (cleaning, hair twirling), cold and aloof, uncharacteristic violence, breaking objects, hyperactivity, inability to sit still, Virgo can hold onto their anger for quite long periods
♎ Libra:Expect them to scream blue murder and become verbally hostile, nerves, tremors, racing thoughts, detached, irrationality, self isolation, rejection, loss of emotional control
♏ Scorpio:Hostility, persecutory delusions, thoughts of revenge, violence (physical and verbal) overwhelming feelings of rage and violence, firm but hurtful words, confrontational, breaking belongings, lose touch with reality/irrationality
♐ Sagittarius:Violent impulsivity, verbal aggression, hurtful outbursts, they tend to become tongue tied when they are angry, can burst into laughter inappropriately, make life changing decisions
♑ Capricorn:Clear expression of frustration, shaking, verbal outbursts and aggression, compulsive behaviour (cleaning, organising belongings), exhaustion, isolation, loss of emotional control
♒ Aquarius:Violent and volatile outbursts (verbal, physical - such as kicking in a door) then complete dissociation and amnesia, rapid thoughts, hyperactivity, confusion with interpreting the emotions
♓ Pisces:Pisces can yell in loud voices and use some hurtful verbal quips, tendency to escape from their own bodies, anxiety, irrationality, dramatization, self isolation, overwhelming uncomfortable emotions, crying, loss of emotional control